Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Life's Cruel

    If there's one thing I do know, it's that anytime I blog will be the times when I have to rant the most. Well today's subject is "Life's Cruelity". When I started blogging, I planned to blog just about everyday. I found out that blogging on how I felt was a major stress reliever. So, today, I'm blogging about everything that happened yesterday. I may not be able to finish this blog today, I'm doing each portion of this in bits and pieces. So if the blog ends here, then be expecting more to be written later.

   So continuing from where I left off, yesterday was a very emotional day. I don't know where to start. I got pulled out of class unexpectedly the other day, only to await the news of my grandma passing away. I'm taking this week to mourn, but not in a bad way. I want to remember her for all the good times that we had. She was one that mended the family together. I just want to say that I am so very fortunate to have a grandmother like her, that loved her family so much and so very affectionate towards us, she never let us forget how much she loved us. I hope she left this earth knowing how much all of us loved her. Her passing did not just affect those in her family, but friends as well. Ever since January of this year she was struggling to stay alive for as long as she possibly could. I'm happy she no longer has to suffer from all the pain she had to endure, but all of us will truly miss seeing her face, hearing her laugh, and feeling the warmth of her embrace. It's hard to accept the fact that you're gone since you've been with us for so long. But your son and my dad, I know, will take good care of you while your no longer here with us, and we will take care of grandpa. It's unbelievable how someone could be here with you one day and then gone the next. I'm happy I got to see you one last time before the day you passed, even though I didn't get to hear your voice because you were sleeping. I love you so much. You and grandpa were the only family I had left here...I wish I could go back in time. But unfortunately, there's no stopping the inevitable, God has bigger plans for you...R.I.P Grandma (May 3rd, 2011) You will truly be missed. :..(

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